secret rendevouz FEB 15

On my way to wasy’s house I was about to ride on a “mini cab” un and ang tawag nila. Gusto ko sanang ma-upo sa tabi ng driver para mas may moment ako, I was about to reached the door handle when a familiar voice and face was holding the knob as well, it was JAMIL a common friend to all of us, so I quickly transfer a seat, sa likod na lang but an old man with a cigarette wanted to sit on that spot as well, but he give way, luckily we are separated by two persons so he really cant see me, and he really cant recognize me since im wearing a sunglasses and I just let my hair down. It was really scary and I’m really not 100% sure that I was really not recognized but whatever bumaba naman ako sa sm so bahala na siyang mg-assume kung saan at sino ang pupuntahan ko.


So when I got in front of their house I texted him to meet me at their gate and so he did. Ito na ang pinaka-exciting part ng kwento ko. we went immediately sa room nya, and its not the usual room, its like tinaboy xa.hehehe (that’s I kept teasing him about) it’s because his room is located at second floor but no stairway inside sa house, nasa labas ung hagdan. so nung naabutan ko xa he’s watching MATANGLAWIN (corny talga!he’s so typical pinoy that I hate), and I’m watching as well, awkward at first as well kasi we’re used to be surrounded by friends and marc was always at my side and he was always marc’s side as well.

So we are just having some usual hello’s again and he asked me where I come from, I said “sa trabaho” so kwento lang kami ng kwento when he suddenly hug me. It seems that he really missed me and was waiting too long for me. It was a different kind of hug, maybe the one that I missed or the hug that I was longing for and then I could feel his lips on my hair. I know he’s smelling and kissing it; nobody does that to me, even my 8 years relationship with marc he never done that not even once. Maybe that’s the reason why I give in he was something that I was longing for, something I was looking for marc, the feeling of passion like im all he needs and will not care about anybody that time. When I turn around he touch my face at tiningnan nyo ko for 5 seconds I think, and hold me close and I know what he will do next, kiss me of course, and so he did. It was a different kind of kiss, I don’t know if you had experience but hope you had at least once in your life, his lips so soft, he's gently kissing me like savouring every moment, i never imagine that it felt so good but it really did, I really felt the inner heat in my body as if I have a fever that time. It took me almost 5 months to kiss somebody again and the thought of kissing someone other than marc scares me kasi I thought na baka maisip ko xa while doing it and it will be unfair to wasy, but it did not, surprisingly, I was just looking at him and I’m just really feeling him, and GOD knows what had happened next, I wont go on details .hehehe kala mo ha


So after that, he just hug me.and kept saying na “TANGA LANG TALGA XA AT INIWAN KA NYA”. Well maybe he is but I guess he is really happy now so by that time I was about to really start a new relationship with wasy and I thought that he is worth a try, he even has a pet name for me HONEY, common but nobody called me that before so it’s kind of kilig to me, but everything is still not sinking in so I just kept calling him by his name or worse HOY.hehehe


The hours past after lunch things heating up again, he made me do something that I am just doing if I really love the person, and I have no choice but to say it out loud just to let him stop, but he is a stubborn ass. Then I just finally said “NO I really CAN’T”, and then he turned his side against me. Then there’s silence for about an hour, I felt that maybe im still not ready for him not this so soon, and so I just told him that I wanted to go home and he let me but I cant see in his eyes feeling of regret but no voice is coming out, I just told him “UWI NA KO”, sabay labas ng gate.


to be continue...