ANG PAGHAHANAP NG KALIGAYAHAN

Moving on, admit it or not this is the hardest thing to do after a failed relationship. The scariest thought that you could ever think of is how will your future relationship accept you before and what have you become after the storm. I guess it will be easy if the next one will be somebody who watched you and been there all the while, while you are in the relationship, I think that’s the good thing that happened to me.

I never did thought that something, I will admit “special”, would happen to us. It was just a simple hello and how are you type of conversation and asking how my ex (marc) is doing since they are so close buddies and neighbour. So this one time when we have our usual hello’s, the conversation goes (or text).



WASY: YOU KNOW WHAT YOU SHOULD MOVE ON HE’S HAPPY NOW AND THERE’S NO NEED FOR YOU TO WAIT FOR HIM TO COME BACK.

ME: I KNOW YOU’RE RIGHT BUT HOW CAN I DO THAT? I DON’T know WHERE TO START.

WASY: YOU WANT ME TO HELP YOU?

ME: HOW? ARE YOU INTRODUCING ME TO SOMEONE?

WASY: NO. (EXACT WORD HE TEXT IN TAGALOG) AKO MISMO.

I was shocked. I mean, where the hell does that come from, we’re friends he knows me he knows my ex, he know what had happened, even our secret rendezvous. I know everything about him too. So I just told him that I cant since three of us know each other and we’re friends, he even helped us when he had this huge fight, he was kind of our bridge and he iron things out for the both of us. I really thought that it will totally going to complicate things even if marc has a girlfriend now.

But it does that end there, he still kept texting me and making some “lambing” words and such but I still blocking myself to go to the next level of friendship we have. I don’t what happened but I really just thought that I could may be try meeting him and just have our usual talks, he’s kind of acting like we are an item by that time but for me he still a friend and no plans of changing it anytime soon. So I decided to meet him and have lunch at their house since it was his birthday a day before I plan to visit him, like a gift I guess.

And I’ll continue...hehehe